You know the old saying about time flying when you're having fun?
Well it's been more of a mixed bag but time has indeed flown by. We're now fully moved in with just about everything sorted out, bar bloody wardrobes that we're still waiting on (must call them and find out what's happening actually!) and of course the mammoth task that is completely re-working the garden! Plus I can happily say it was worth all the stress associated with moving house. Now we just need to get those house warming parties going.
I use the plural there because we know so many different people, not too mention family, that are plonked in various parts of the UK, it's easier to have multiple do's. Plus it's a great excuse to have a good old piss-up regularly! If we work it right we can see out this year with a good party every month!!!
Apart from that, I've been finding myself looking at who I am, what I'm doing with myself and all that self-analysis crap. Trouble is I'm not exactly happy with everything I've found. Don't get me wrong, I'm very happily married to a wonderful woman and I'm elated that she wants to be with me. We've just moved into our almost ideal home, and we have alot going for us. There's just one problem. Work.
Now I know that it's not necessarily something to be getting worked up about (no pun intended, I just can't think of a different word to use at this hour) but I just seem to floating, not doing anything. Working a Customer Services agent in one the UK's biggest companies sounds great, but when the work is dull, repetitive and the atmosphere in the office is less than positive througha number of factors, you can maybe see my problem. What with spending more time at work than out of it, it's pretty important to me to get something worthwhile doing. Sorry but dealing with complaints for a product that costs on average less than a quid to purchase hardly ranks as making the world a better place.
You'll be glad to read that I'm not going to go into some long diatribe about 'wanting to help my fellow man' and 'making the community a better place' but at least doing something which provides a decent service and more importantly I'm happy with is pretty important. I'm sure most of you who are working for a living will get that. Oh and I'm not going to mention where I work. I may detest the job, but I'm not bloody stupid ;)
I could rant on for pages about what I do at the moment, but to be honest, you'd be bored to tears after the second paragraph, if you're not already! But hey, I did warn you before, this blog is becoming somewhat a therapy session anyway. Maybe that's what I need? :p Hey no-one said blogs had to have some deep meaning or factual/informative twist to them. This one has certainly turned out to be nothing like I originally intended, but like anything, stuff happens along the way. As a good friend of mine said earlier tonight, life takes us in strange directions, all we can do is go with it (have a good time mate, and bring us back a pressie ;) ). Not hsi exact words, but same meaning.
Fuck it! Best thing I can do now is kick back this weekend, enjoy turning 28 *shudder*, and deal with shit as it happens. It's got me this far.
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